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What's been going on ( Important )
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Hey guys, It's me here! Just wanted to share what's been going on so you guys know why there's been basically no uploads.
So!
There's been a lot of stress going on for me this year, As at the moment, I'm in 11th grade, which means I'm trying to make sure I pass 11th grade. And my teachers have basically been dumping assignments on me non-stop, so that's a big reason.
I'm also dealing with a lack of internet on my pc, as I type this journal, I'm doing it on my phone.
My lack of internet is due to my parents breaking up, and step-dad decided to be an idiot and turn off the internet. I still have a phone to use, but it's difficult to use. As soon as my mom gets the internet back on, uploads will start back up, she's saying that we might get it back on either tomorrow or Monday
I have been drawing, traditionally though and I dislike uploading traditonal stuff. But I do have a lot of stuff to digitize. I also like to make speedpaints to go with the art I upload, so there's that.
Anyways, There's the reason why I've been inactive, Uploads will start up again soon. Maybe I'll upload something using my phone tonight.
Peace out guys!
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Goretober~!
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Hey there guys! It's Leo here,And today I'm annoucning that I'll be participating in Goretober this month!
So expect to see some pretty gory shit! And these are the prompts I'll be doing,So expect to see "Extra Limbs" today!
So expect to see some pretty gory shit! And these are the prompts I'll be doing,So expect to see "Extra Limbs" today!
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News!
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Hey Guys! I have news!
I now have a FaceBook Page!
Iloveleofromtmnt's Art
I now have a FaceBook Page!
Iloveleofromtmnt's Art
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Chapter Five "Flashback" ((This one is Jorel x Dylan)
J-Dog's POV
I was drunk again,Like the others except for Da Kurlzz and Danny.I was loudly and drunkenly singing my verse from 'Undead',I suddenly felt eyes on me.I knew it wasn't George or Jordon As those two had went to get gatorade for our hangovers ,Nor was it Matt or Danny.It was Dylan,I stop and I turn to look at him.I had to restrain myself from blushing,As I had a massive crush on Dylan,I'd managed to hide it.It was kinda like Matt and Danny,Except my crush hadn't gotten attacked the previous night.I start to see black dots appear in my vision,Everything was getting blurry then everything went...black.I blink once,And when I opened my eyes I woke up in the bunkroom.I was sitting on my bunk,My face was...wet and my phone lay on the floor with a new crack in it. I instantly know what was happening,I was having a flashback to when to the day I'd found out about my brother blowing the candle out.I stood up with shaky legs,I raise my arm to wipe the tears from my face,It was no use though.The tears just kept on pouring out,With a sigh I walk out of the room.Wondering who I could tell about my brother...I couldn't go to George or Jordon,They really didn't know how to comfort others.I couldn't go to Matt,He'd went out to do something.So that left me with two options,Either Aron or Dylan.I was calming myself down,But it was obvious I was upset.I still had a stray tear or two going down my face,And my face was kinda wet.I hadn't been paying attention to where I'd been walking,And walked straight into a drunk Aron.
"Heeey! Watch it" Aron said,His speech slurred a little.I glance towards the clock,reading the time.It was late afternoon.So it was normal for Aron to be drunk around this time,But it was also rare. I mumble something along the lines of "Sorry,I'm not the drunk one.I'm just a little distracted",Aron must have heard it and he looked at me.Shoving me to the ground
"The hell was that for?" I question,Aron simply glares in my direction.He leaned down
"For what you just said" Aron replied,He was definitely drunk.I could smell the alcohol on him,I shove him off and get up.He got up,Unbalanced and shoved me against the wall
"Leave me the fuck alone Aron!" I say with anger in my voice,I was not in the fucking mood for his bullshit.I'd just went through a loss,It apparently made Aron shut up and storm off.I had only one option left,Go to Dylan.I was slightly sore from being shoved against the wall,But I look for Dylan.Finding him in only a few minutes,I did have a few bruises on my arm.I was quiet,And that was unusual for me.I sat down next to him
"Jorel? Is something wrong,Your pretty damn quiet" Dylan asks,Looking at me.I could hear the concern in his voice,I look at him and nod a silent yes
"My brother,He..." I trail off,Unable to finish my sentence.Dylan did something unexpected,He pulled me into a hug.He knew what I was gonna say,That my brother had killed himself.I decided not to tell him about the fight with Aron though,I simply broke down.I felt embarrased,But Dylan didn't seem to mind.He just sat there with me until I had calmed down,I blink my eyes open and I wake up in the tourbus on the floor with Dylan standing over me and shaking me.I had heard my name being called a few times,I sit up a little.Placing a hand to my head,I let out a slight groan
"Ugh...I think I had a flashback thing.." I mumble,Dylan nods.He stood up aswell and extends a hand towards me,I take it and pull myself up.I decided to tell Dylan that I had a crush on him,Even if it would ruin our friendship,I sat down on the couch.Dylan sat next to me
"H-Hey Dylan could I tell you something?" I say,Dylan nodded a yes.
"I have a cr-crush on you" I manage to choke out,Dylan doesn't respond.He just leans in and kisses me on the lips,I don't try and pull back.I only relax into the kiss,Wrapping my arms around him.After a minute Dylan pulls away,There were no words needed.
"Hey Jorel,What was ya flashback 'bout" He asks,I softly sigh
"Remember the day I found out about my brother?" I say,Dylan nods.He clearly remembered it,He still had his arms around me.He lost his balance and fell back on the couch,Taking me with him.We were laying on top of each other,I only smile and lay my head down.Allowing sleep to take me,I hear Dylan mumbling "I love you" As I fell asleep
J-Dog's POV
I was drunk again,Like the others except for Da Kurlzz and Danny.I was loudly and drunkenly singing my verse from 'Undead',I suddenly felt eyes on me.I knew it wasn't George or Jordon As those two had went to get gatorade for our hangovers ,Nor was it Matt or Danny.It was Dylan,I stop and I turn to look at him.I had to restrain myself from blushing,As I had a massive crush on Dylan,I'd managed to hide it.It was kinda like Matt and Danny,Except my crush hadn't gotten attacked the previous night.I start to see black dots appear in my vision,Everything was getting blurry then everything went...black.I blink once,And when I opened my eyes I woke up in the bunkroom.I was sitting on my bunk,My face was...wet and my phone lay on the floor with a new crack in it. I instantly know what was happening,I was having a flashback to when to the day I'd found out about my brother blowing the candle out.I stood up with shaky legs,I raise my arm to wipe the tears from my face,It was no use though.The tears just kept on pouring out,With a sigh I walk out of the room.Wondering who I could tell about my brother...I couldn't go to George or Jordon,They really didn't know how to comfort others.I couldn't go to Matt,He'd went out to do something.So that left me with two options,Either Aron or Dylan.I was calming myself down,But it was obvious I was upset.I still had a stray tear or two going down my face,And my face was kinda wet.I hadn't been paying attention to where I'd been walking,And walked straight into a drunk Aron.
"Heeey! Watch it" Aron said,His speech slurred a little.I glance towards the clock,reading the time.It was late afternoon.So it was normal for Aron to be drunk around this time,But it was also rare. I mumble something along the lines of "Sorry,I'm not the drunk one.I'm just a little distracted",Aron must have heard it and he looked at me.Shoving me to the ground
"The hell was that for?" I question,Aron simply glares in my direction.He leaned down
"For what you just said" Aron replied,He was definitely drunk.I could smell the alcohol on him,I shove him off and get up.He got up,Unbalanced and shoved me against the wall
"Leave me the fuck alone Aron!" I say with anger in my voice,I was not in the fucking mood for his bullshit.I'd just went through a loss,It apparently made Aron shut up and storm off.I had only one option left,Go to Dylan.I was slightly sore from being shoved against the wall,But I look for Dylan.Finding him in only a few minutes,I did have a few bruises on my arm.I was quiet,And that was unusual for me.I sat down next to him
"Jorel? Is something wrong,Your pretty damn quiet" Dylan asks,Looking at me.I could hear the concern in his voice,I look at him and nod a silent yes
"My brother,He..." I trail off,Unable to finish my sentence.Dylan did something unexpected,He pulled me into a hug.He knew what I was gonna say,That my brother had killed himself.I decided not to tell him about the fight with Aron though,I simply broke down.I felt embarrased,But Dylan didn't seem to mind.He just sat there with me until I had calmed down,I blink my eyes open and I wake up in the tourbus on the floor with Dylan standing over me and shaking me.I had heard my name being called a few times,I sit up a little.Placing a hand to my head,I let out a slight groan
"Ugh...I think I had a flashback thing.." I mumble,Dylan nods.He stood up aswell and extends a hand towards me,I take it and pull myself up.I decided to tell Dylan that I had a crush on him,Even if it would ruin our friendship,I sat down on the couch.Dylan sat next to me
"H-Hey Dylan could I tell you something?" I say,Dylan nodded a yes.
"I have a cr-crush on you" I manage to choke out,Dylan doesn't respond.He just leans in and kisses me on the lips,I don't try and pull back.I only relax into the kiss,Wrapping my arms around him.After a minute Dylan pulls away,There were no words needed.
"Hey Jorel,What was ya flashback 'bout" He asks,I softly sigh
"Remember the day I found out about my brother?" I say,Dylan nods.He clearly remembered it,He still had his arms around me.He lost his balance and fell back on the couch,Taking me with him.We were laying on top of each other,I only smile and lay my head down.Allowing sleep to take me,I hear Dylan mumbling "I love you" As I fell asleep
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Da Kurlzz POV
As I sat back down on Danny's bunk,I heard him say he had to tell me something.I was curious yes,I was wondering what was going through his mind.I thought that maybe he liked me the same way I liked him,I quickly push that thought of my mind.Telling myself that he may not even be gay or Bi.
"So? What did you want to tell me" I ask,Looking towards the dark haired and dark eyed male sitting next to me.Danny bit his lip,Nervous and turned away.After a minute,He turned to face me again
"I-I ha-have a crush on you" He manages to choke out,His face going red,He looks away from me again. I didn't blame him for that,I place a hand on his back and make it so he's facing me.I took note his face wasn't red anymore,Just a faint pink with a few tears running down his face.I reach up and get rid of the tears,I didn't respond with words.I only leaned in and quickly kiss Danny,After a minute I pull away.And I see his eyes wide in shock,He suddenly moved in close to me and kissed me back.This time I held the kiss a little longer,I deepen it.Wrapping my arms around his middle section,Being careful not to bump any injuries he may have had there.After he pulled away,I still had my arms wrapped around him.He had his usual smile on his face,I smile back.I was glad to see that Danny was feeling a little better,This had been the only emotion on his face all day except for a few looks of pain that would appear on his face from his injuries.He let out a gasp of pain
"Gah! Matt! You're Squeezing me to death!" He said,I hadn't realized how hard I'd had my arms wrapped around him.I loosen my grip a little
"Heh...Sorry Danny" I say.I allow myself to fall back on the bed with Danny in my arms,Danny smiled up at me and I smile back at him.
"Danny,Y'know earlier when I found your mask in the parking lot with the crack and blood splatter on it.I was so afraid you wouldn't be alive.And when you had your flashback earlier,I really thought something was wrong with you" I say,Looking at Danny.Danny looks at me,He smiled again.
"Matt,I'm okay.I promise,I'm alive and I'm right here with you." Danny says,Laying his head on my chest.I simply smile back at him nodding,I took note that he had fallen asleep already.I chuckle slightly,I pull the blanket over him and myself.I wrap an arm around him,And within a few minutes I fall asleep.
As I sat back down on Danny's bunk,I heard him say he had to tell me something.I was curious yes,I was wondering what was going through his mind.I thought that maybe he liked me the same way I liked him,I quickly push that thought of my mind.Telling myself that he may not even be gay or Bi.
"So? What did you want to tell me" I ask,Looking towards the dark haired and dark eyed male sitting next to me.Danny bit his lip,Nervous and turned away.After a minute,He turned to face me again
"I-I ha-have a crush on you" He manages to choke out,His face going red,He looks away from me again. I didn't blame him for that,I place a hand on his back and make it so he's facing me.I took note his face wasn't red anymore,Just a faint pink with a few tears running down his face.I reach up and get rid of the tears,I didn't respond with words.I only leaned in and quickly kiss Danny,After a minute I pull away.And I see his eyes wide in shock,He suddenly moved in close to me and kissed me back.This time I held the kiss a little longer,I deepen it.Wrapping my arms around his middle section,Being careful not to bump any injuries he may have had there.After he pulled away,I still had my arms wrapped around him.He had his usual smile on his face,I smile back.I was glad to see that Danny was feeling a little better,This had been the only emotion on his face all day except for a few looks of pain that would appear on his face from his injuries.He let out a gasp of pain
"Gah! Matt! You're Squeezing me to death!" He said,I hadn't realized how hard I'd had my arms wrapped around him.I loosen my grip a little
"Heh...Sorry Danny" I say.I allow myself to fall back on the bed with Danny in my arms,Danny smiled up at me and I smile back at him.
"Danny,Y'know earlier when I found your mask in the parking lot with the crack and blood splatter on it.I was so afraid you wouldn't be alive.And when you had your flashback earlier,I really thought something was wrong with you" I say,Looking at Danny.Danny looks at me,He smiled again.
"Matt,I'm okay.I promise,I'm alive and I'm right here with you." Danny says,Laying his head on my chest.I simply smile back at him nodding,I took note that he had fallen asleep already.I chuckle slightly,I pull the blanket over him and myself.I wrap an arm around him,And within a few minutes I fall asleep.
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